I am indebted to Chase and Ryder. To Blue and Yellow. To the Minibar Ibiza. I am who I am today because of them, because I obeyed. I used to be so independent. A loner, quiet and reserved, and above all, ashamed. My body wasn’t what I wanted to be, it was almost as if I were completely disconnected from it. Who I saw in the mirror wasn’t who I was meant to be, and there was nothing I could do about it. That’s the person that Chase and Ryder saw that hot Saturday afternoon in South Beach, Miami: the loner. I had gone to Miami to visit some distant relative I don’t remember anymore. Walking from Mercy Hospital to the oceanside, I remember needing a break from whatever stressful emergency brought me down here, so I took a walk. I was brooding over something or another, when I heard this melodic, sexy tenor voice. “Hey you, you okay bud?” I turned my head to see a beautiful, shirtless adonis staring at me from behind his blue sunglasses. He stood sporting only a black speedo in a small